The Dark Side Of Schooling: Debt and Student Loans

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Student loans are one of those things that most of us will have to deal with at some point in our lifetimes but nobody likes to talk about. And, I can see why. Money is a touchy subject for many of us, especially when the conversation shifts to debt and admitting how much we owe. Student loans can be a huge source of anxiety, shadowing us as we begin our post-college careers.

This weekend, after much focus and planning, I hit a personal goal: I paid off my student loan. In my case, the reason this was possible was because I made the choice to do my entire design program at a community college. Post-graduation, when I had a good month, I would double, triple and sometimes quadruple my payments. I wanted it to go away, badly. I don’t even use a credit card, yet the high interest rate on my student loan made me feel like I had one.

In 2010, total outstanding student loan debt exceeded total outstanding credit card debt in America for the first time ever. — SignOn.org

Society places so much emphasis on getting into the top schools and students feel the brunt of this pressure. If you have the chance, by all means, go for it and relish the opportunity. If you can’t though, please don’t compare yourself to your peers; this is your journey. School really is what you make of it, whether you have a top name splashed across your diploma or not. The truth is, if you are determined, you’ll find a way to carve out your path.

When I went back to school in 2006, my top three choices for graphic design programs were at well known art schools and universities but there was no way I could afford them. And when I tallied up the total cost of these programs in my head, I knew the only way I could take this route was by racking up massive student loan debt. Honestly, I just couldn’t stomach it. So, I enrolled in a two-year limited entry graphic design program. Looking back, it was one of the best decisions I made. I still got a great education, a great internship and I still found a great job post-graduation. What I didn’t have a chance to learn in school (two years goes by fast), I eventually learned on the job.

If I’d had the opportunity, you bet I would have chosen a top art school. But because I knew it wasn’t an option at that moment, I made a choice. Everything turned out okay. I loved my teacher, I loved my program and I loved my college. And in comparison, the debt I incurred was minimal. Just because a school is expensive and well regarded doesn’t mean that it’s the best fit for you — for your learning style, for your goals or for your budget. No matter where you choose to go, your heart has to be in it.

I’ve heard so many students say, “I’ll worry about my loans once I finish. Right now, I just want to have fun.” That out of sight, out of mind mentality can really come back to haunt you, though. Remember, that’s real money with real interest you’re borrowing. Read the fine print; those interest rates on private loans are high. It adds up fast. And forking over a huge payment every month post-graduation is a harsh reality.

Since 1999, average student loan debt has increased by 511%. — SignOn.org


To me, it’s really upsetting when you’ve done everything right, earned an education and are left with mounting debt with an interest rate as high as some credit cards tacked on. There’s something really wrong with this country and the predatory lending practices when it comes to student loans.

All I’m tying to say is, give your choices some thought. Weigh what feels right for you when it comes to your education. Know what the interest rates are on your loans. Be aware. And always remember that If you want something out of life, you’ll find a way.


• Are you or someone you know struggling to pay back your student loans? Please consider supporting this petition. You can make a difference.

• Learn more about the student loan debt crisis through these infographics: The Roadmap to Repayment and The New Deal for Student Loans.


35 Responses to The Dark Side Of Schooling: Debt and Student Loans

  1. It is true – people need to know what they’re getting into! It sucks because I had to take a out a pretty hefty student loan for my education, and mostly for living expenses. I wouldn’t trade the experience for the world, but, I wish someone woulda punched me in the face first.

    “To me, it’s really upsetting when you’ve done everything right, earned an education and are left with mounting debt with an interest rate as high as some credit cards tacked on. There’s something really wrong with this country and the predatory lending practices when it comes to student loans. ”

    I couldn’t have said it better myself.

    • Nubby says:

      Melissa Dominic: “I wouldn’t trade the experience for the world, but, I wish someone woulda punched me in the face first.” Haha! I think most of us wouldn’t trade our educations and the experience we gained but there’s got to be a better, more affordable way in this country.

      • I agree – on top of it, I don’t feel I got the QUALITY education at the price I paid/am still paying/will be paying forever.

        Don’t get me wrong, I learned a lot, but I feel I learned more in the social aspect (working with campus groups, being a public relations manager for one, etc) then in the education department. The only classes that made me cry with frustrations are the hardest I could seek out (usually half-grad classes that dealt solely in Middle English).

        We def need better options for Affordable *and* Thought Provoking coursework.

        (I work in a form of education now and it also makes me want to scratch at my face the things I see. But that is a whole other ballgame).

    • Nubby says:

      hazera: Haha! I have a list of blog mods I am still trying to get through (doing a full redesign soon) and adding a Like button is high on my list. ;)

  2. Gracie says:

    Full time third level education is free in Ireland so we don’t have as much of a problem with individual student debt (it’s state debt though!), students often have to borrow heavily for living expenses as the cost of living is high here but thankfully our student loan rates are low. I have gone back to study at night and part-time and evening courses are not free, but I am working full time so I can afford to pay my fee without needing to borrow. It’s still really hard to manage but at least I will have no debt when I finish. US college fees sound crippling and it’s shocking that student loan rates can be as high as credit card rates.

    • Nubby says:

      Gracie: Other countries are definitely leaps and bounds ahead of the U.S. when it comes to college educations. Thanks for sharing your story. That’s beyond awesome that you’ll finish school with no debt!

  3. egfcreative says:

    “There’s something really wrong with this country and the predatory lending practices when it comes to student loans.”

    I couldn’t agree more with more with this sentence. The decision to saddle oneself with a massive debt-load at age 18 is ridiculous. Unfortunately students lack the foresight at this age to understand the long-term effects debt will have on ALL aspects of their lives.

    As for myself, my wife and I are planning to be debt free in two years after paying off $60K in student loans.

    Life lessons this expensive will never be forgotten…

    • Nubby says:

      egfcreative: Good for you for making a plan on getting debt-free. I hate seeing people struggle with so much debt when all they did was make a choice to get a good education, which is what we’re taught to do.

  4. D says:

    Thank you for posting the link to the petition, I signed it! I wish I had talked to someone like you before I started college in 2003. I started at an engineering school out of state, and took out huge loans because I expected to be a well paid engineer when I left. My life didn’t work that way. I don’t regret my choices, and I have a fantastic job, but I also have over $1000 per month in loans to pay.

    • Nubby says:

      D: Ouch, out of state tuition can be a killer. $1,000.00 a month is completely nuts. I have a friend in a similar spot as you and I know what a burden that debt can be. I hope that in situations like your our government will step up with a plan because students can’t go on living like this.

  5. Yael says:

    i, too, just paid off my student debt – about 15 months after i started payments. i also went to a community college instead of university, which saved me heaps of money. when i graduated and was given the total amount to pay back, i set out at plan for myself, which involved paying WAY above the minimum each months, and tripling payments when I could. I couldn’t fathom living with such a huge debt for 9 years (which is the timeframe they give students where I live).

    Congrats on eliminating this debt – I know full-well how hard it can be, but it’s such an amazing feeling having it gone :) .

    • Nubby says:

      Yael: Congrats, it’s such a good feeling to be done! I love that you also outlined a plan. So often, when I wanted something material, I’d bookmark it online and then ask myself if I wanted that item or if I wanted to pay extra towards my loan. More often than not, I chose the loan. ;)

  6. Perry says:

    Thanks for this post Nubby and congrats on paying off your student loans.

    I enrolled in the Graphic design program at my community college, but instead of a two year Associate’s degree, I am opting for the certificate degree, which is all the core graphic design classes, minus the general education requirements for the Associate’s. I sometimes wonder if this will hinder job opportunities because I didn’t “at least” go for the full two year program, but this is just the better option for me money wise. I really do think that if I put in extra effort and hours, I can still gain all the necessary skills. Plus, my whole heart lives on art and design. “School is what you make of it” – I agree wholeheartedly.

    • Nubby says:

      Perry: If your portfolio is strong enough, I really don’t think this choice will hinder you. The main reason I didn’t go this route is because I had already finished my general ed credits a few years before. When you say “my whole heart lives on art and design” that’s a pretty big deal…sounds like you have the determination to make your post-college career happen on your terms. I love that attitude!

  7. Story of my life, Nubby! Thank you so much for this post. I couldn’t agree more – I feel punished for wanting to do the right thing by going to school. The worst part is that I didn’t have enough money to finish even my second year of school (and no co-owner to sign on another loan), so I had to drop out of school without a degree and am now struggling to pay back my student loans even though I went to the cheapest ‘real’ art school I could find, and it was in Canada (but I live in the U.S.)!

    I did have a great experience while it lasted, however, and don’t regret it at all. I just wish the U.S. could find a way to educate its people without putting them all in the poor house. Supposedly I will pay off all of my debts when I’m in my 40′s (I’m only 22), and that’s without any degree and none of my credits are transferable so if I wanted to try to finish somewhere cheaper, I would have to start all over. It’s like a big “shame on me” for trying to be a good, upstanding educated citizen!

    • Nubby says:

      Natalie / Half Asleep Studio: Thanks for sharing your story. I’ve heard of others in your situation and it makes me incredibly sad that there hasn’t been a way for you to go back and finish your degree, even though you’re still having to pay back your loans. I wish there was an incentive program for students that had to leave school for whatever reason to help them go back and finish…

  8. Louise C says:

    I went back to uni this year, and so far have had to borrow nearly $7k. The only good thing is that in New Zealand, our loans are interest free (this is a fairly recent development from around 7 years ago) but it is still a crippling amount to take out for education. I am a late returner to university (I’m 25 now!) and I am lucky that my loans are interest free. I really do feel for students in the USA who, in order to get educated, must take out such huge loans with such impossible interest… But then potentially may not be able to pay back these loans, or pay them back at the minimum and pay far more than they actually wanted to borrow. Surely there must be someone in your government that can see how much this is affecting the new generation of workers? If they really want the education to count, they should be offering something that means that interest is written off, and that gives the new graduate a chance to really find a job that uses their degree, and not just take any old job to pay off their debt, but not using the skills they have learnt at university.

    Phew… Sorry that is a bit of an essay! This is a great discussion, and for some of us probably a reality check… However harsh it may be. Congratulations Nubby on paying off your student debt!

  9. Rach says:

    I have also paid off my student loan which was an amazing feeling, but have now got a mortage instead! But yes as Louise above said, we are incredibly lucky in NZ to have an interest free student loan scheme here.

  10. Auntie Nubs says:

    Congratulations on paying off your loan!! I remember how good it felt when I made my last payment.
    I also must say that community college rocks! My favorite part of my college experience was the awesome, completely-paid-for-by-scholarship-education that I received at Clark Community College.

    • Nubby says:

      Auntie Nubs: I’d forgotten that you started out at community college as well. It opened up so many doors for you and we were all so proud to see you finish. It definitely inspired me to find a way to go to college and follow my own path.

  11. Alice Grimm says:

    Congratulations on paying off your loan!

    I’m graduating in May from uni so my debt free journey is about to begin. It won’t be easy but I have no regrets about spending the last 5 years doing a BA, so I refuse to worry. If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that worrying will not help, but what does help is work, as vlogger Shay Carl says “work will work when nothing else works”. Now to find work..Oh boy, another adventure in itself, time to get out there in the “real world”.

    There really are issues with the system, student debts are a ridiculous thing, especially when compared with other countries. I’m very thankful that my provincial government issued a tuition freeze. Also helps that my uni has the lowest tuition fees of anywhere in the country (in Canada that is), still, got quite a bit to pay off…

  12. Anna says:

    Wow, I had no idea that was how Uni debt worked in the US! In Australia, you can either pay upfront at a reduced rate, or rack up a HECS debt which is automatically deducted from your pay at a certain percentage once you start earning. If you leave the country, or never get a job, you never need to pay. There is no interest on the debt, I’d never even considered that before!

    I did my fashion design degree at our version of a community college, and since I was studying full time and therefore not earning much, my fees were halved, meaning for many semesters I paid only around $250 for the entire semester. My final year was not subsidised, so cost thousands. But if I add up all my costs, the financial support I received to live on while studying was much more than I paid to study.

    Shame there’s no jobs at the end of it!

  13. Lisa says:

    The graphic design course I did was at a private college, and was pretty expensive (although not the most expensive design course available in Sydney) and did not offer fee help.

    I was lucky that my parents fronted the fees upfront, but I’ve been paying them back about half my pay each week for the last 4 years!! In that time I’ve been unable to move out of home (so I’ve been commuting 3 hours a day to work) or save up to travel. But the brightside is that I’ll have it completely paid back in just a few weeks and that feels great because I will be completely debt free, and my course helped me find an amazing job. I wouldn’t change a thing.

    • Nubby says:

      Lisa: I am so glad to hear that you’re almost all caught up on your loans! I’ve always loved your work (I remember first seeing it on Flickr many years ago) and it sounds like you’ve been very practical – now you’ve got the rest of your life ahead on you without those loans looming over you which is a pretty amazing feeling. Live it up!

  14. Becky Alyssa says:

    Congratulations on paying everything off – now you can save more money for pretty things!

    I’m in the UK and was lucky enough to get into university in 2010 before the massive fee increase. I get a maintenance loan of £3600 per year that is supposed to cover living expenses (but barely covers 10 months worth of rent for my tiny room so I have to borrow food/petrol/art supplies money from family) and ~£3500 for tuition fees per year. So I should be owing ~£21,000 at the end of it, which is supposed to be interest-free and only repaid when I start earning a certain amount. As far as I know.

    I’m surprised at the amount of people who still go to college in the US despite the insane costs, although more American parents seem fine with paying for their kids’ tuition fees, whereas in the UK (or at least with numerous people I know) you’re considered ‘lazy’ or ‘spoilt’ if parents are paying for your education.

  15. mary patton says:

    Hi Nubby,

    Thanks for approaching this issue. Congrats on accomplishing such a large goal-you must feel like a weight has been lifted from you!

    As someone with, brace yourselves, $150,000 debt from my fine arts education at The School of the Art Institute of Chicago there are many, many times when my financial future looks less than rosy. In fact, it is enough to send me into a depression on most days. Let us be honest and understand that your typical 9-5 allows a person barely enough to live on modestly let alone pay $700/month in student loan bills.

    This is the hardest thing in the world for me to put myself through. At the time I went to college as an 18 year old fresh from High School and a small town, I had no concept of the financial situation I was putting myself in. People go to college, I choose an art school because I wanted to work on my artistic skills and now I have a large hole that I have to cover and ignore in order to have any sanity on a daily basis. I pay my federal loans and keep my private ones in deferment until I have a plan. Some days I wish there was a donation button on my life to help defray costs. However, that is not practical.

    The best thing I ever heard about education was this, although idealistic: “Do not worry about the price of your education, do not beat yourself up. Yes, where you go to school is a choice-your choice. However, what you are choosing is to make an investment in your future potential”. This is the best vocalization of why we should be in support of higher education that I have ever heard. Couple that with your blog post about the intelligent consideration of what you can afford and I think we’ve got a match made in heaven.

    In the meantime, if anyone wants a gorgeous paper sculpture or custom album made-let me know. :)

    • Nubby says:

      mary patton: $150,000?! Eep! Congrats for hanging in there and finishing, even through the financial hardships. Debt can be debilitating but what’s done is done and you’ll have an awesome education forever. I love your attitude – stay positive, so many others are in your situation as well.

  16. Matt says:

    I agree 100% with you. Student loans can be debilitating. Some people walk away from school with over $100,000 in student loans, and those loans stay with them the rest of their lives. My wife and I have about $16,000 left, and all I want to do is get rid of it for good.

  17. grace b says:

    I am currently participating in a service year type program.

    My total income for September 2011-July 2012 will be $4,800.

    Seriously.

    Paying $320 in student loans a month?

    Thank goodness my boyfriend and I are sharing this financial burden.

    I have also applied for loan consolidation (my payments could possibly be a little as $5 a month!) and am one month into the THREE MONTH process.

    Sheesh.

    Great article Nubby. I don’t regret my college education/experience at all but I just don’t know how we can continue as Americans to ask each other to take on this much debt constantly. Not good.

    • Nubby says:

      grace b: I hope that in your case, the loan consolidation comes through. That’s gotta be super stressful! And you touched upon the main issue that most of us have with the current system; the jobs and the pay they offer aren’t keeping pace with the outrageous tuition and loan rates. If they did, I doubt we’d be complaining as much. It’s obvious the system is broken and we all know people that are financially strained beyond belief. I hope that more loan consolidation programs are put into place for people in your situation.

  18. C. says:

    So glad I live in Norway. Universities are free here, no matter how good they are. Plus the government gives scholarships to everyone to buy books. Still you have to take up a loan to pay for living and food, but it’s minimal comapred to the US.
    I’m going to an expensive performing arts school this fall (LIPA), so the money does worry me, even though I can take out a good student loan here. I don’t want to live “worry free” those 3 years, because I’ll have to pay 70% of it back and there’s no point in wasting away money. I can do that once I earn my own money.

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